Work today was really busy which is cool as the day kind of went fast. I got a lot achieved despite being tired which is a bonus. All in all though work was the same as usual, boring, boring!
I got an email from TEFL and they asked me to pay the balance due on the course fees. Which I did so will start in two weeks. I am a little excited but really scared, not fully sure what it all entails yet it is not really that clear. I am worried about my confidence, worried that I will let my shyness get over me and not perform in a group or that my throat will tighten up and make it difficult to speak or my voice will stay really low due to nerves. But I guess I don't know what it will be like till I am there, hopefully it is cool and I can find a way to keep my confidence. Any way I have no choice any more, seems my life is decided by other things these days. I no longer have control.

On the way home from work I bought a new webcam, which should hopefully sort out the problems Eve and I have had with communicating on skype. It is more modern and better than my old one. I will test it soon. It was a reduced price too so that is always good.
Tonight I went shopping, got lots of fruit and some beef. I made noodle soup for dinner, ofcourse there was too much again so I had two big bowls full, yum yum.
After dinner I did the first section of my learn mandarin book, it went ok but need to keep doing it to get more used to the listening and pronounciations. It is a very hard language to learn and it is going to be difficult, but hey it's not like anything for me is easy right now any way. :)

My images today are not so great but it is all I had feeling for due to tiredness.
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